Good Things Happen When You're 18.. :)

no, i take that back. it didn't turn out good, it turned out awesome. :)

awww.. and i am soo friggin proud of myself! hahaha.

FLYLEAF, not so fully alive.

early morning, like around 5 a.m., i woke up to one of the songs of flyleaf.. it was weird, cause naturally i'd hear flyleaf from my phone, or my laptop, but i was shocked to find out that it was booming from april's cell.. i love flyleaf like, with all my heart, but man, i needed some sleep, and flyleaf sure isn't one to listen to when you want that to happen. :( so, i stayed up till 5, not forgetting that i slept at around two a.m.. i couldn't get a decent hour of sleep anymore. i have that really bad case of insomnia already, which totally sucks cause i lie in bed trying and trying to sleep but all i end up doing is stay up a little more and *gasp*! i'm so going like a chatterbox and totally not making sense anymore.

CHEM, be nice.

so, going back to my hell-stricken, angel-smitten day, maaaaaan, i have to say, today was a blast! the best thing ever in my organic chemistry life has happened to me today. I PASSED MY THIRD DEPEX! lol. i know right? i'm like this little kid boasting to the whole wide world that she finally learned how to tie her shoes... yeah, it's past my due. i mean, i shouldve passed two exams ago, but i never strived so hard so, now im learning my long unlearned lesson. :)

TARDY in CLASS, but not for potential blushers.

enough of the eccentricity (is there even such a word?). i was late for chem lec despite my coming too early to school. i had my reasons! one, i wanted to do a quick read on that poem i plan to use for my artwork (which i will eventually post on this blog), and two, err.. i was hoping to see "him" today. *blush* no, i didn't get to see him, but i did manage to visit the library and take a look at my poem.. which explains my tardiness in chem, and my missing one of the most essential topics for the fourth exam. noooooooo! i am not at all your GC student, it's just that, sigh. whenever i come to class late and then i miss the first topics my professor has to say, i do not, no matter how hard i try, understand any single word that comes out from his mouth anymore. and so, there goes another one of my worthless lectures. :(

STUTTERING, unoriginal.

then, i was a mess in P.I. 100 today! lol. i kept stuttering and i had noooo friggin idea what i was saying. everytime i shut my mouth, ma'am would repeat what i had just said and explained it in a rather, easier way to understand. haha! those four minutes were the most embarrasing and the most torturous minutes of my life. but it was good torture, it was nice to know that i still had that fear to speak in public, that i was still, your awkward teenage kid talking to a bunch of experienced, mature, and wise old folks.

oh this is thaddie! he has nothing to do with my blog but.. he's sooo cute! that's why i decided to post his pic online. for no apparent reason.. lol! i lovvvim! i took care of him btw, for like two hours or so. he's such a sweet baby! he's R.A.'s though. wonder if he's got a wife already.. :)

CRUSHED TO PIECES, not so likely.

but it could have been! i dropped my laptop. damn that guy i saw wasn't even good-looking enough! he may have that curse though, of bringing bad luck to other people, whenever he passes by, you never know.. sigh. okay, so it was my fault. i was carrying my laptop in a stupid manner, and i've got no one else to blame but myself. my cd drive got broken, like all the bits and pieces fell off, and now even my all-knowing computer expert can't put it back together again. goodbye, pirated DVDs. goodbye, kyle xy. i am soo gonna miss you. goodbye, one tree hill, beloved. *sniff sniff*

BARANGAY ID! manila girl, baby!

i needed an ID with an address on it so i could avail of this internet connection. so i had to walk all the way to our barangay hall just to get a ready-to-write-on ID. funny, cause i thought it would take longer than usual, only to find out that it was a piece of really hard paper with the mayor's picture and the barangay's label on it. that was it! that was my ID, non-laminated, non-computerized. not even signed with a pretty signature.. lucky they even accepted it at customer service. :)

all these goes back, to how proud i am of myself. :) weee! independence is really responsibility, but with responsibility is MY GREAT PRIDE.. good things happen when you're 18. :)

p.s. there's this lss stuck in my head. its by ida maria, "i like you so much better when you're naked..!: the lyrics aren't nice at all. well, maybe it is, but they say you only get to know a person better when he's bare, cause that's when he's most vulnerable. if you're into catchy and well, cutesy tunes, it just might be a timely song for you. for a while though, it gets boring if it keeps playing in your head, like right now..