Smile, and You'll Be Just Fine. :)

I woke up twisting in pain this morning. The monthly visitor has arrived. Thoughts began racing in my head. I needed to get up. I needed to start studying. I needed to do requirements. But I just knew that I wouldn't be able to do that. Today was going to be a difficult one for me. My first days are my worst days ever- pain, tears, mood swings, a pool of emotions- everything rolled into one. And I wasn't ready to face it yet. I didn't want to. I went back to sleep, denying myself of the nightmare I was going to face in the next 24 hours. Believe me, I am soo not exaggerating.

Anyway.. it was noontime when I finally started my day. When my tita saw me, she asked if I was okay. I smiled and told her it was my first day today. She knew what I felt, so she offered me brunch, we ate together. After a while, my cramps began. I hurled, screamed. I lied facedown, then back up, I folded my knees, went into fetus position, stayed still, but nothing worked. It hurt like madness. I tried to go to sleep again, but the pain wouldn't go away, so I got up, and ignored the hurt, took my modules in Chem and started reading. And yes, I couldn't concentrate.I felt my face going pale, my hands were shaking. I was in so much pain I just needed to scream. And before I even got the chance to do it, crap! (viewer discretion is required) I threw up. Right on the living room floor. Arrgh. I headed straight for the toilet and I let it all out, until there was nothing else I could throw up. Down the toilet went my brunch. Eew. Yes, it was a messy and gross thing. Haha! I bet some of you are even barfing right now. LOL! But after that I felt better. It did feel good. :D Haha. I took another bath. I took another nap. And then I woke up again. It's like I woke up in a new day! My torture has finally ended. Hahahaha. Ooh yea! Thank God, I survived!

Anyway, we participated in the Earth Hour Campaign. :) Twas fun seeing the whole city in pitch black. Happy happy happy! I just needed to share my experience. It was my first time to hurl on my first day.  LOL! Ang saya kaya! :)) Oh well. Gotta go, I still have a lot to catch up on. Chemistry is making me really really shaky right now..

Oh, and yeah. He replied. Yesssss! :)