Yes, I don't knowwhy, but everytime I see this person online and he/she (wont say if boy or girl) talks to me, I get so pissed off. I mean, all he-she does is say hello and ask how i do but still, I wanna sign out quick so that I can get rid of him-her. Sigh. I have no idea why, it wasnt like this before. I used to like, even love this person so much! But now, I don't hate him-her, I just, get freakin annoyed. Like when a little girl is offered vegetables. She knows vegetables are good for her, but still she refuses to take them even when if they haven't done anything wrong. Poor veggies. Haha. So much for the comparison. :))
Anyway, I keep thinking of reasons why I could dislike a person this much. If he-she hasn't done anything wrong, then I'm pretty sure I'm the one who has a problem. He-she is actually awfully nice to me, that could be one. But he-she has always been like that, even when I loved his-her company. Two, maybe I've committed something wrong against this person.. But all I can think of is that I've had a change of heart for him-her. A sudden dislike, a sudden whiff of unpleasant odor, a sudden rise in the body temperature, that's what I feel whenever he-she talks to me.
And yes, it does make me feel REALLY GUILTY. :( Times have changed. And I'm afraid that by the next round of the clock times will change again and things will go the other way round. That would totally suck. I need to know the reason for this before it completely changes how I see him-her and how I feel towards this person. *shiver*
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